How did you get involved with music and how would you encourage others?
I loved music, especially classical music ever since I was a young teenage boy. My journey through music was a very frustrating one. I knew I had to write music – I believed that I could write music but was frustrated by my total lack of knowledge about how music worked, what instruments could do and how one wrote music down. Yet, I would hear this strange stuff – my own music - bubbling away in my head whilst feeling utterly frustrated about not being able to capture it or do anything with it in any way. For several years I despaired, not knowing what to do to bring this torment to an end.
When I was 16 I began the long journey of teaching myself how to read and write music. It took many years. As soon as I understood something, my imagination quickly moved on, demanding new techniques to be mastered. My musical imagination was constantly running ahead of my ability to keep up with it. Again, this was totally frustrating. Eventually, when I was 34, I had a number of breakthroughs in writing my music down that resulted in my sending some of my rather illiterate scores off to various people. One of these was Sir Peter Maxwell Davies and the Hoy Summer School that he ran on Orkney back then. Max saw my potential, took me under his wing and created some wonderful opportunities for me. I learnt much. I also realised that coming from a background where I had no musical or instrumental training, whilst not the best career start, turned out in many ways to inform a large part of the process that developed my musical voice and imagination into what it is today. As Max always used to tell me, “you are your own man”.
I would like to think that even after my inauspicious start as a composer, if I can now write music, feel fulfilled in what I do and hopefully bring some pleasure or distraction to others, it’s possible for anyone to do it where they have sufficient passion, drive and ultimately, self belief to carry them through the inevitable hurdles. If you love music, or have an interest in it; any hidden desires or aspirations to be a musician, then play and learn an instrument, listen to music, everything and anything, don’t be afraid to have a go at composing or improvising, learn how to write music down, if you want, but most of all, indulge your passion. Music is one of the most amazing gifts we have to enjoy. Go for it – get involved however you can and never say never!
Are you attending the Big Weekend this year and if so, is there anything in particular you are looking forward to seeing or doing at this year’s Manchester Pride?
Unfortunately I’m on a very tight schedule around that time so will only be able to come down for the concert itself plus a little time either side of that. However, I have very fond memories of Manchester. I met my partner, Mark at a concert at the RNCM in 1997. I also had several orchestral pieces commissioned, premiered, performed and broadcast by the BBC Philharmonic from Studio 7 in Broadcasting house. And, I’m fortunate enough to have a number of wonderful friends who live in Manchester whom I shall enjoy catching up with and hopefully bring along to the concert!
What else have you got in the pipeline for 2010?
My trio for flute, cello and piano, Strange Geometry, commissioned by Trio IAMA (Greece) is to be premiered in Cyprus (Nicosia / Shoe Factory) on the 10th November 2010 and later performed in Berlin at BKA Theatre on the 7th. December 2010.
There are a range of other premieres in the pipe-line happening in Switzerland, Germany, Brazil, Taiwan, and Malaysia with 'orare' (2009) for bass trombone and piano (dedicated to Dirk Amrein and Jürg Henneberger), and Conversational Geometry (2009) for amplified acoustic guitar, tenor trombone and piano (also dedicated to Dirk Amrein and Jürg Henneberger). Conversational Geometry will be recorded by Swiss Radio for broadcast in 2011.
Closer to home, October 2010 will see the premiere of 'rhêma' (2010) for harpsichord. Commissioned by BBC Radio 3. First performed by Mahan Esfahani, Leeds, October 2010. Subsequent broadcast on BBC Radio 3 scheduled for early 2011 (dedicated to Mahan Esfahani) duration circa 10.5 minutes.
Also later this year the world premiere of 'shadow, and the moon' (2009) (flute, clarinet, violin, cello, marimba, piano) commissioned by Kokoro (dedicated to Errollyn Wallen) - duration circa 19 mins. – will take place in Dorset.
There are a number of exciting and innovative collaborative projects that are coming to fruition as well. All in all, a very busy and active year!